While I was washing the dishes a few nights ago, John walks up to me in adult-like fashion and says:
I turn to him wondering what his next words will be. I assumed he needed something.
“I love you.”
My eyes lit up and I was pleasantly surprised especially after the kind of day it had been. My heart filled with joy that even though I’m a far-from-perfect Momma, my three year old still loves me and hopefully knows that he is loved deeply too.
“I love you too, John.”
He gave a big grin and went about his business playing.
God spoke truth to me that evening through my son. I love how God often has a way of intervening in our lives to show us how deeply He loves us. I don’t know about you but it seems like when I am the most unlovely, He shows his unconditional love all the more and I’m humbled. How does such a sinner like me deserve so much grace and love?
Yet he continues to love because He is Love.
And he shows his love in unexpected ways: through Scripture, prayer, the Church, other people, creation, whispers, ”aha” moments, circumstances, discipline, trials, and more.
But the truth is that he doesn’t have to continue showing his love. He has already proven his love by suffering and dying on the cross. He loved us while we were still sinners, in all our filthiness and ugliness. The cross sealed the deal and there is no greater love that exists.
But why do I often live like I need to be reassured of His love? Or sometimes I’m insecure of his love. I only need to look to the cross.
When it comes to love it’s no wonder that the song “How He Loves” by John Mark McMillan strikes such a chord with so many people deep within. It’s a song that chokes me up and reminds me of His faithfulness. No matter what kind of hurt, pain, or trial we are going through, we follow a God who loves us and who cares about our frustrations and let-downs.
And he is indeed jealous for us.
He wants us to know that, yes, we are broken people and yes we will mess up sometimes but that doesn’t change anything about His love. He is ready and willing to show us that love if we will listen and obey.
I’ve remembered John’s words a few times this week. They have helped me through my daily struggles and they continue to remind me that those are the exact words God is saying to me.
“I love you.”