motherhood

The Truth About Why We Need Mom Friends

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This particular day my friend Vanny was over at my place for a playdate with her two girls. We had known each other for a couple years now and always seemed to naturally connect on a deeper level. I felt like I needed to be more vulnerable and share with her my recent struggles. They were affecting me and my clan.

We stood in my kitchen slicing pieces of chocolate chip banana bread for our kids and I decided it was time to share. My heart raced, and I let it out:

“I’ve been struggling with cussing to myself and sometimes out loud from all the pressure that’s on me as a mom and feeling so overwhelmed.”

She was now the first to know, along with my husband.

Vanny looked at me with eyes of understanding and compassion, not judgement which I feared.

“I get it. I do too, at times.”

I couldn’t believe it. She struggled with this too?

I slowly felt the burdens of guilt, shame, and fear being lifted. And the truth was that I didn’t have a cussing problem. I had a heart problem. Spewing careless words from my lips revealed a deeper struggle with control and anger over things not going my way. I felt I just couldn’t meet all the needs of my children at once, and I became a Mama I didn’t want to be.

From the abundance of the heart, his mouth speaks – Luke 6:45

The human heart is the most deceitful of all things, and desperately wicked. Who really knows how bad it is? – Jeremiah 17:9, NLT

In motherhood, we need mom friends we can lean on for hope and encouragement. The kind of friends we can deeply share how:

We aren’t sure if we’re doing this whole thing right

We caused a World War II in our kitchen with our kids and husband 

We struggle with yelling and impatience

We wish we still fit into that old pair of jeans

We feel like we live in the kitchen and nothing else gets done

We wonder at the end of every day if we showed our kids enough love…

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You need the kind of friend who will:

  • Speak the truth in love, even when it’s difficult
  • Extend grace in areas where your views are different
  • Sharpen you to be a better wife, friend, and mom
  • Let you drop off your kids for a few hours to save your sanity
  • Tell you you’re doing a great job
  • Laugh and cry with you
  • Check in and see how you’re really doing
  • Love you in your beautiful mess

And we need to be that kind of friend too.

When I joined my MOPS group in February two years ago, I was seeking support and encouragement on how to be a better mom but I realized later that I was also seeking friendship. My life has been so rich because of the mamas who have loved on me, brought meals when they had their own kids to take care of, babysat my kids when I was going crazy, wrote letters of encouragement, texted to say they were praying, and more. Through that process of sharing life and being there for each other, it has become natural to share our struggles. I have experienced what it means to be known by another person and still fully loved.

Every day I still struggle to do things right, but God is helping me to control my tongue and to ultimately understand his unconditional love – which changes everything. I’m a mess, and he loves me still. He met me in the midst of my mess. He is the one who will carry the heavy burdens for me.

God gives the gift of friendship as a tangible tool for love, hope, support, and encouragement in our life. And because of that, I desire to be all in when it comes to embracing authentic friendship in my life even when it requires a whole lot of bravery.

 

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Samantha Krieger

I'm a pastor's wife, mama to 4, and writer in Northeast Colorado. I love Jesus and I'm passionate about helping others live out their faith in everyday life. Thanks so much for stopping by.

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